a change in life

A week ago I was placed on probation for 12 months because I was caught with a marijuana pipe. This has effected the way I live because I now get drug tested every month for a year. I have not done one thing of homework in four years without getting high first. This experience is still evolving but so far I have figured it takes a lot to just change from what I did everyday to not doing it at all.  It has not been easy but it is teaching me self-disciplin  and that I need not to depend on something that is harming my body everyday.